Happy September please.

It's the first of September.
Happy Teachers' Day! Had ACES DAY and TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION ON 31AUGUST.
Had to go to school in the early morning just for meeting. Sian.
Went to the hall with the lower sec because of camp leaders. Then dance cha cha slide with them.
HAHA SO FUN. After a while, it's the upper sec. Stood beside Jane then Felicia. Hehehe.
We only danced twice, enjoy it so much. (-:
SO CUTE LA OMG.
HANDSOME BITCHES. *.*
Oh, and we won 3rd for English blueprint. We finished it for only 2periods but other groups 3-4 periods. Hahaha, William complain so much.
Got movie tickets as prize. (-:
Then after that, was recess.
Then teachers day celebration. The performances were awesome except for some. HAHAHA.
AWESOME.^_^
There's is schoolmates from 5A2, 4E2, 1E1, 4A2 performing. Ex-damai-ians came back.
Took some pictures but all aren't with me. )-:
Went to ITRM2 to farewell for Mr NG.
Miss chew was there too.
Cake, donuts, yummy.
After that, went to tampines mall.
Big miracle in the bus.
Chill Peishan. Hehehe.
Pepper lunch then catch "The Apparition" horror movie.
It wasn't that scary actually.........
Reach home at 6, but went out again for dinner.
Was full, but incase I got gastric again, I ate something. HAIS.
Can't wait for tomorrow, volunteer for Singapore national games.
Must meet at 1:45 at Punggol MRT.
HAIS. SO FAR.
Nevermind, it should be fun.
I hope I can use the September holidays wisely. But I don't think can, camps and ccas. Major sigh.

I'm so happy today, glad that 2s came. Hehehe. Had so much fun today.

Because I felt so insecure.

Just a word.

I'm so bored now, all my friends are asleep. Nobody to text, nobody to whatsapp. Sighhhhhh.
24August, Friday.
CCE in the morning. Mdm Nura started giving us papers with our classmates' names inside. And we must write 5 positive characters and one motivational sentence. Hehehe, love when teachers do such class boning stuffs. (-:
Cca after school, rehearsal for scenes for kwn workshop. Got a hard time.
After that went to find Felicia after cca ended. They had UG day. But Felicia was doing patrolling with Faiz. They can't stop quarreling seriously.
But Faiz was seriously irritating omg. He actually sprayed water at me, he should be lucky that I only sprayed back a little, otherwise i don't know what sorts of things I'll do okay.
Waited for Peishan too. Ended around 6:16, wah damn late. Slept at the canteen hehehe.
Anywhere also can sleep one la, hahaha. Was supposed to meet my parents for dinner around 7?
I took the right bus, but I alighted at the wrong stop. So literally walked wrong side. That place was super creepy and isolated, totally nobody. I alighted the place and walked around and around without knowing where I'm going.
I'm so scared. Was thinking who would came out to rescue me. Fat hope.
Texted Peishan and Wynn texted me.
Told them I'm lost in that place, Peishan was like, "goodluck ah", say I blue somemore. Say my eyes got problem. When she offered to help me check using GPS, I finally found back the bus stop and continue for 4 stops and finally the right place.
But Wynn was so good, he was like,
" omg what happen? Where are you now?" such a kind friend. (-:
PEISHAN IS MEAN. And she still complains I scold her bitch.
Well, literally be honored I called you bitch la horh. Heh.
Finally know the feeling of being lost, that helpless and panic feeling. It sucks too much.
Dinner then. So hungry.
Suddenly my phone shut down, I thought what happened, on again and it went shut down.
OH, NO BATTERY LA HAHAHAHA.
Homed around 9, felt so refreshed after bathing. (-:
Then did nothing but tv. HAIS.
Can't get myself to study on Friday and weekends. T-T
Mdm Nura gave us a card to write our own motivational words inside. Wrote one whole chunk. Hope it helps me.
OH THURSDAY THE 23rd AUGUST IS CHINESE VALENTINE'S DAY 七夕情人节! <3 Okay goodnight.
LET ME DREAM TONIGHT.

I'm dying for the truth.

"Do you know what's the happiest thing in the world? Looking at someone smiling then realizing he's yours.
Perhaps that day would never come, accept the fact and move on people."

If happy ever after did exist.

What's up people.
19August, Sunday.
So happy there isn't any tuition! And was excited for a family day on Sunday! Been such a long time since we went out together with my cousins. Love them. :-*
Went to Haw Par villa with family. Hehehe, we went into the 10 courts of hell and it's scary, really. Unsure whether everything is true.. Do more good deeds and lesser bad deeds okay. No vulgarities, no swearing, no gossiping, no wasting of food and many more. OKAY? (-;
Still got many more, like Journey to the West blah blah.
Went to harbour front and vivo city! Seeing the cruise on the ferry makes me feel like going on a cruise too... Hais. )-: Shall go with my future boy then. HAHAHA LAME.
Back home quite late and head to dinner. ^^
20August, Monday.
Monday is a holiday because of hari raya.
Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslims friends! (-:
But I didn't study, I went out with my sisters and elder sister boyfriend.
Took pictures before I went out. Hehehe.
Had so much fun, hehehe.
Wanting to watch Greedy ghost but screening time was way too late, so watch Brave instead. It was so much better than I thought! ^_^
But before watching the movie, went to Just Acia for lunch! SO NICE.
Had ice cream! Hehehe, the picture don't look appealing but its nice.
Fine, blame on my shooting skills. ):
The theatre was very cold, challenge of not wearing jacket failed. But I brought the wrong jacket, that jacket only till my elbow, so wear no wear no difference la hahaha. Bought takoyaki and went gone. Reached home about 7, then had to go out with family for dinner at Punggol. Yes, it was tiring, but enjoy the day so much. <3 br="br">Didn't had much dinner, because was still full from the previous one. ):
ENJOY THE DAY MUCH.

21August, Tuesday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLIN, CUTE LITTLE FRIEND. Hehehe. <3
Bad news, failed geography..
See Felicia, Shirley, Hweeshin and my marks, in ascending order.
5,6,7,8. I'm the highest, oh yay.
Then Peishan keep saying my eyes got problem, say I PAJIAO. say I got
忧郁症(Depression)! SERIOUSLY.___.
Then went for camp leaders rehearsal for CHA CHA slide. That dance is lame, but is cute. Hahaha, wonder if anybody would dance on aces day.
WILL YOU? (-:
Still thinking whether I want to be CL not. HAIS.




I felt lonely sometimes, yes I do.

Please be fine.

HI HI HI.
NO TUITION TOMORROW OH YAY.
GOING HAW PAR VILLA WITH FAMILY TOMORROW, CAN'T WAIT.

Oh watch this video from Timothy, help him by watching this video umpteen times!
Timothy Choreography: Justin Bieber's Catching feelings
(But it can't be watched in phone, only in computer but still try viewing it okay, thanks!)
title #BELIEVETOURAUDITIONS Catching feelings (choreography)

WATCH OKAY, 2 MORE DAYS LEFT ONLY.
Monday is a holiday, but have tons of homework to do. Seriously lazy.
39 days to EOY, I'm panicking, but I can't study.
Let's work hard together.

SO EARLY NOW, SHALL SLEEPT LATER. GOODNIGHT.

See this sexy guy here. Hehehe.
:-**

说不想要，是因为得不到。

You casted a spell.

Not gonna blog that recently from now onwards. Because its getting boring and boring. Hehehe.
Friday tomorrow again, sigh.
Time passing faster and faster.
Less than 20 days left to N-level, less than 60 days to O-level, less than 41 days to EOY.
Time please pass slower.
And there's cca again tomorrow, perhaps gonna film video. (-:
Oh, see what this Peishan texts me.
Some are quite meaningful and AWW.

"地平线是西阳的终点,幸福是爱情的终点,那么你,是我的终点吗?"
" 喜欢是一种让人盲目又失聪的病,他然人狂哭或傻笑,是不具传染力却有无药可救的恐怖疾病。"
Isn't the first one sweet? I've got goosebumps reading the first one. ^_^

7th lunar month in a few hours time.
Shall be careful in this month.
"平时不做亏心事，半夜敲门也不惊。"
But it's not about doing anything guilty not, it's just being afraid..........
HMM ALRIGHT.

Oh, dreamt of JH few days ago because I went to sleep after watching the television and he was inside.
That's how magical dreams are.

Goodnight peeps. (-:
Gonna go up to the hall during the last lesson to see the sec4s and 5s take their O-level results.





"是不是我不说，你就真的不懂？”

What're you thinking.

Got almost all my results back but left with a few. Geography and SS, because it is marked by miss Shawa, don't know how long we can get back.
Nevermind, not looking forward to those marks.
So currently all my marks is alright, but my Emaths dropped, sigh.
Only failed biology, I HOPE.
Afraid that I'll fail humanities.
Hehehe. Went Bedok on Tuesday and borrowed a book of
PSYCOLOGY BOOK.
Well, interested in this kind of things.
h look this, cookies made by Peishan. Got shapes somemore. L, CIRCLE.
AWWWWWW. <3
Though it doesn't look appealing..
Have recess duty, it's in canteen. So no difference.
But Peishan has duty at 4A staircase. Bad bad, but it's good.
Look at the last picture too, hehehe cheers if you could read it.
Our Chinese points.
I wrote this, yay.
"我敢跟你赌，十年后我连log 是什么都不知道，还可以活得好好的。"
--柯景腾
The picture is quite blur, because I took it in a rush. Had to hand up to teacher. ):

Tell me the truth.

Sunday, 12August.

HARD TIME WAKING UP IN THE MORNING FOR TUITION. 

Miraculously, I was somehow active like I would never be in the morning. 

Hahaha, then kaiser kept disturbing kailin.
So funny. 

Mac for lunch. But before that, took cookies and muffins from Peishan. 

Hmm, taste quite not bad actually. 

Monday,13August.

Oh happy day in the morning. 

Cca nowadays are too boring thag its forever ruining my mood. 

MONDAY MORNING SUCH AN AWESOME ONE<3333333 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">

English results got 2nd in class, hahaha, yes, 14/25.

Amaths got A1, biology failed. 

And annoying people kept wanting biology remedial after amaths remedial after Thursday. Retarded or what. 

But luckily, chemistry got B3, OH YAY.

But chemistry practical test tomorrow, didn't study much. Studied for less than 10 minutes. 

Then tuition after that. 

Had a talk with Junwei before heading to tuition. 

Kaiser bought me grape-flavored mentos! THANKS MUCH.

Then kim was super annoying, i scolded him, in a joking manner la. 

Tomorrow gonna be Tuesday. 

I don't know why, I'm excited for schools these days. 

Oh yes, I can joined the Olympics with Cassandra already. We chiong from the busstop to school. Then so many students were looking, so paiseh. 

Shall try to go school earlier. But not tomorrow, because tomorrow is late start day and we have to go back class. Sighhhhh. ): It's okay...

Alright, 14 August tomorrow. 

COUSIN FUHWA A.K.A AUGUSTINE'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW. 

He is the same age as me. (-:

生日快乐! ^_^

Goodnight, muack. 

Suspense don't feel good, but it's cute.

Hate those insecurities.

OVERTHINKING 

KILLED MY HAPPINESS.

INSECURITIES

KILLED MY SELF-ESTEEM.

LIES

KILLED MY TRUST.

Gonna spazzed quotes here. :p
"My insecurities can eat me alive."
-Eminem
"Boys think of girls are like books.
If the cover doesn't attract their eyes, they don't even bother to read what's inside." -Unknown

Love this kinds of true quotes.

I've too many insecurities within myself that nobody knows.
People wouldn't believe it anyway.
Hate to get out all my emotions out.

There are so many true quotes on tumblr, twitter, google.
Some sentences with inverted commas, ", means is found on either one social networks.
But it's all really true, relates so much.

"I don't know who to look to when I'm feeling upset, but I don't like when people know about my emotions, my feelings, my everything.
So let's act strong, to not look weak."

Don't say pretty girls, clever girls, rich girls doesn't have insecurities, everyone have. But they are just happy with life.


"FUCK INSECURITIES."

Maybe you know.

HELLO HELLO.
Why are you so attractive?
EVERYTHING OF YOU IS SO ATTRACTIVE MAN.
YOUR EYES, YOUR NOSE, YOUR MOUTH. YOUR BACK.
I KNOW IT'S TIME TO CHANGE,
BUT IT SEEMS LIKE I CAN'T.HEH, I AM TALKING TO MYSELF SO PLEASE IGNORE THIS POST. 
CUTIES CUTIES CUTIES.
LET'S SLEEP TOGETHER.
You're the first one I think of in the morning when I wake up, and the last I think of at night when I sleep.
--Tumblr

Left to right: Donghae, Eunhyuk, Shindong, Ryeowook.

HAHAHA, WHO ARE YOU THINKING. 

IM SAYING HIM. HAHAHA KAIKO. 

YES YES, HIM. 

Isn't him handsome? 

He is like wonderful right. (-:

Okay, not really wonderful, but perfect. 

Argh, whatever.

Yes he is, to me. 

And the person who look alike like him too.....

I don't mind texting you day and night. Even when I'm asleep. Because all I want is you.

National Day.

What a... good national day spent.
Woke up at 10am, just for Mac breakfast with beloved sisters.
Then head out at 1:45 to orchard when I am suppose to meet at 1:45. :P
Hehehe, I wanted to watch movie.
But firstly, greedy ghost was screening at 5:30, too late.
Secondly, Peishan don't want.
Nevermind, should wait for Felicia then watch together. Walked around and bought things. EARRINGS.
YAY FINALLY.
Earrings there were really nice.
Saw Kengkoon, and saw his few friends after that. Hehehe.
Then after head out to Scape, saw a lady trying so hard to catch a plush toy. She got so irritated. Hahaha.
Can't you just buy one, you are spending more money on this than buying one.
Went homed around 6, dinner immediately after I reached home.
Watching national day parade.
Gonna really salute Lee Kuan Yew, our founding father. (-:
I can even recognize you by your back.
And see, my sister is trying me make kit kat ice cream cake. FAILED DUH.



Because even your back is attractive.

Impossible things remain as impossible.

4August, Saturday.
Late afternoon went to whitesands popular just for "You're the apple of my eye" book. Been wanting it for so long, yay. Then after that reach Bugis at 5 to meet friends and go marina bay for national day parade. Hahaha so fun.
Pictures yes, but I don't have it with me. After that, went back to bugis for dinner. Pasta mania, fattening like what.
TODAY IS A MIXED FEELINGS DAY. 
7August, Tuesday.
Went to Ngee Ann Poly after school, left classroom at 1:20 with Neville, Felix, Pehwoon, Felicia, Peishan and Junwei.
HAD A GREAT DAY AT NGEEANN POLY. We did life sciences.
Same group with Bertrand and Eugene Chong(SHOULD BE) .
Hahaha I am not sure of his name.
Camwhore on the bus with my cute friends. Hahaha but only post one okay! CUTIES.
Tomorrow is national day, and half day in school only. But after that still got chemistry, ah wtf.
Looking forward in watching the performance tomorrow although I watched the rehearsals for umpteen times. Hehehe.
Didn't even see you these few days, can't bear it. Terrible feeling.
But lucky I still have my friends. (-:

                                         

 
LOVE THIS BOOK I HAVE BEEN WANTING FOR SO LONG.

THE CAPSULES AND CREAM WE MADE OURSELVES.

From left to right
3rd row:Neville, Pehwoon, Justin.
2nd row: Gabriel, Felix, Eugene.
1st row: Peishan, Jieyi

I swear this is super unglam. Ah, but it's so cute. Hahaha.

Be my first miracle.

Because I need you.

Oh, you know what? Time passes so quickly that it's Friday already.
Few days more, and thats it.
And sadly, just passed my Chinese, and failed my biology badly.
BADLY, REALLY BADLY.
And got nagged by Ms Chew for not putting enough effort in doing my paper. Yes, I should really study harder, I swear.
And I don't know why some nights, I'm feeling this way. Who knows.
Going out with 2 dears tomorrow.
HOPE MY MOOD WILL CHANGE, YES IT WILL. (-:
Surprisely, music just did.
Haisssss, be happy people.
老天是公平的，一切都会雨过天晴。
Just pray, and everything will be fine.
How envious I may be, pointless.
I saw this, and it's so true.
"I don't have a urge of forgetting you, because everytime I sees your smile, my heart melts, thinking everything will be worth it. But then, what's the point of thinking of you, knowing you wouldn't be mine.

What's the point of wishing you were mine.

Feel it, and tell me.

Oh love 1st August, such a good and happy day.
Aww, such a sweet feeling that I've.
It just can't go away.
CUTENESS OVERLOAD.
HOW I WISH TIME REWINDS AND I CAN FEEL THAT FEELING AGAIN.
That's was the first, and the last.
Common test
Studied 3 1/2 hours of chemistry and just wished for a pass. Really.
Although the paper was quite okay.
Tomorrow is the last paper, Emaths.
And 2nd and 3rd period is amaths, Emaths. Wow cool.
I don't think I will score well for any of my papers. Sigh.
2nd August
Just back from tampines mall.
Had Popeyes with friends and food.
Forgot to bring extra money out, spent a bit money today only. HAH.
Gonna have a DATE with two ladies. Heh, not date.
She has the ticket to NDP rehearsal at night and Felicia and me are going with her.
They mad, meeting in the afternoon.
Sorry im not. I will be meeting them in the late afternoon!
SHOULD HAVE A CASUAL ATTIRE THEN. Because they always wear casually. )-:
Okay fine! It's okay.
Should have my dinner and study Emaths at 7+ or 8.
Goodluck.
One week is passing by like this, and I'm really proud of myself.
MUCH LOVES





I know it's hard.