Leave me alone.

I'm getting fucking paranoid these days. And I don't know why. I just tend to be in a bad mood like almost half of the day without any reason.
In this circumstances, fucking leave me alone please. That's not mood swings, not pms. It's just sudden. Anytime, anywhere. I tend to pick on people and Peishan just tried it. I wasn't on purpose, but.. whatever.
Maybe having school is better.
Woke up 7:25am and got everything prepared and head up. Went up to the av theatre at around 8:05.
We surrendered our mobile phones to Miss Wong, and I'm the second one to say the oral.
My teacher was Miss Jumilia. She was quite okay, but Felix is in the same room as me, and he is saying super loud okay. There is no picture describe and straight away jump to conversation. Wow, new format. And it sucks a lot. Felix was the first person out of everybody that went in to the classroom at the same time, to leave. I think I'm the second one, I left with Ruying. Went to the canteen and had a super long talk with Cassandra then Serene joined in. After a very long time, Felicia came and we moved to the back to sit. It was Sec4s and 5s recess.
You had a pimple on your cheek and you look extremely attractive when you smile. (:
12pm, amaths remedial. But before that, super long talk again with Hweeshin and Elodia. It has been a long time since i talked to them for such a long time, hehehe. (':
Oh, never provoke Elodia, she's the scariest woman you can ever seen. Hehehe, she likes squidward! Hahaha. "BNT".
Not really paying much attention during Mr Poon's class, and crap a lot with Glenna. Receive a message from Wynn and rush to the place, NOT THERE . ): Felicia and Peishan had their lunch but i didn't. Went Mac instead and ate 4 pcs nuggets. IM NOT HUNGRY.
YOU. Stop bothering me will you?
Acting like you're shy or what, you're nothing to me.
Then leave Mac around 3+ and Glenna don't let me go home! ): Crap with her again until 3:30!
Her secrets are with me. Rest assured.
Then around 5:10, went down alone and jog! A while later met Peishan at Mac and saw Kim! He ignored me at first, fine then. My korean friend so cute. ☺ Went home around 6:05!
Dinner then.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
I wish everyday is holidays, but I wish to see you everyday.
One way: You come my house.
Hahaha, day-dreaming.
And i am not dreaming as much as I do recently.
Another sweet dream please?
To calm down my mood.
Another picture?

His name is SungJae from BTOB. Cute right? Hehehe.
Don't be too mesmerized by him alright?
May tomorrow be a better day.
Goodnight!
How sweet can this quote be? Aww.
👇
"无论今天的你遭遇着怎样的不如意，前方总有一片晴天在等你。过往虽然留有痕迹，但伤痛早已被时间带走."

Ever realise my heart beats for you?

I had caught 11:11 since Monday and now. Within 2 days, I saw 11:11 thrice. I didn't wished for anything, I just smiled.
Believing in 11:11 is an ultimate childish, but no harm trying, it won't kill you.
I just wished something good will happen whenever I caught 11:11.
I wondered who started the 11:11 PHENOMEN that making a wish on 11:11, your wish will come true. But sorry, it never.
You can make a wish any place, any time.
I really believe in the past, naive much yeah?
But it just a kind of relief whenever I saw 11:11. 😄
My wish for 11:11 is silly, very. ☺

Ever notice how many times you look at the clock and it's 11:11?

Alright, I went jogging with Peishan at the pavement. And my legs are hurting like hell, but I just continued running. Neville actually asked me go join him to run. But I said no.
MY LEGS ARE STILL HURTING NOW. HOW? ):
English oral tomorrow, oh I mean today. Past 12 already. Only read up English articles to practice for reading. No preparation for pictures. P
ass with flying colours when I didn't read up on anything? Dream on.
I'm tired. But just don't feel like turning in so early. Wynn is making me angry. I texted him yesterday night, just now then reply.
Excuse me?
Then he is trying to make feel jealous saying that his primary school friend, GIRL texted him and they had fun texting. He just think that I'm in love with him.
I've my HIGH 🌙 HANGING IN THE SKY OKAY? Ahem. Good luck for oral! ^^ See me tomorrow? Promise?
Hehehe. ☺😘
Kaylin bought me a keychain with your nickname engraved on it.
Sweet or what?
But what if one say I've no feelings for you anymore? It will be weird isn't it? Then what if my future boyfriend asks about it? 😁
Oh, love my photo I put at my drawer? Love it? Nice right. One photo again, that's it. Goodnight people, sweet dreams. You asleep? 😊


I can't get rid of you.

Lifeless kid.

Hello again.
It's only the first day of holiday and I'm bored like shit. Woke up at 10:15 today to jog from my house to damai. Walk too much already! ): Then went to school to find Felicia and Peishan. That cca teacher super guailan can. Sorry, I must 积点口德! Jane asked me want to learn guitar yesterday and yes I'm so tempted to learn. But my mom just keep avoiding the topic of letting me learn it! WHY MOM? ): I can still take the guitar back you know. Hmm, then went 7-eleven to take a light lunch. Quite light actually?
From my house to damai, it's lesser than 2.4km, but my legs are killing me since yesterday but I still persevere in running. 😉
It's just only 3 days and I'm missing you too much.
But without you, I can live better. ✌
Left with 4 weeks for school reopen.
I don't know whether I should be happy when school reopens.
Bad --> No more sleeping and waking up late.
Good --> "You know.." ☺😍
HAHAHA.
Oral on Wednesday, without any prepare. Must at least read up on some oral info. Okay! 4E, 5A and 4A have school on that day.
BUT 我要看到你!
Is it me or people around me?
I'm getting too easily irritated and this is no good. People like Peishan loves asking stupid questions. Hahaha, saw this? Yes. "Guitar course need money?" "NO NO NO ITS FREE."
Obviously need money right!! Gosh.
Hehehe, okay. Must maintain my temper. (: How about everyday i post my boyfriend picture? But I've like got too many. Yesterday posted L's, today post 柯震东 okay! HE VERY CUTE AHHHH. 😊☺😍😘 His hairstyle is nice too. WOW. His song is nice too. His voice is sexy too. His body is nice too. Too many good points.
就此停笔，下次再写。再见。


想念你的笑，我想念你的外套，想念泥白色袜子，和你身上的味道. ~

Holidays.

OKAY IT'S SUNDAY, 27 May 2012. Good luck to people taking Olevel tomorrow! I thought by right sec 3s higher Chinese students are taking too, wondering why don't have. Hmm, okay. I once love holidays when I were young. Sleeping late, waking up late, eat as much as we can. Yes, now still can but just felt uncomfortable and I don't know why. There's English oral on Wednesday, 30May and dental appointment on 1st June. My mission during the holidays is to rot at home. Hahaha, decomposing. AND IM REALLY BORED. I CAN'T STUDY AND DO MY HOMWORK.
PLAY THEN STUDY OR STUDY THEN PLAY? Sigh.
Cough and slight sorethroat is driving me mad. But I just can't stop eating snacks okay. It's just too tempting. Hehehe. I shall try to do my holiday homeworks gradually. Thanks Peishan for helping me do my chemistry holiday homework, online wiki. Thanks much, lesser burden. Really really bored, someone entertain me?

Lastly, is he handsome? ☝ Isn't he very cute? ☺
Aww, hehehe. Third cutest guy on Earth. 😘
His name is L, and
He's my boyfriend.
HAHAHA OKAY. Maybe I'm really too bored, but thats true! :P
That's it! BYEBYE.




I wonder who are you missing right now.

Last day of school.

25May, Friday.
I got a nightmare last night. It started really good, when I had a great time with people I like. Then suddenly something happen, dreamt of this scary American guy who tried to catch and chased after me. I literally woke up from it and it was an awful nightmare. Hope it doesn't happen again.
Well next.
Today is the last day of school. I reached school close to 7:25 even though I got duty. I was late. Then assembly.
Went class after that, then Luping texted me. Say must assemble at the atrium at 08:30. Me and Peishan walked around the school from 4A3 to 4A2 to 4A1, everywhere then to canteen. Just tore everything at the canteen. :P Hahaha. Went back to class to take my report book. My class position dropped to position 5! ):
Ate sandwich during recess. Why you keep scolding LJ ahh! Not good okay!
Then it's form class day! It is better than I thought! I didn't want to get wet at first, but the weather is too humid do I just took off my shoes and they started splashing me with water. Faiz made me 形象破灭！OHMYGOD.
RUNNING MAN IS ONE OF THE GAMES WE PLAYED. SO FUN NEHH.
I was the hider with Peishan. So we ran around. But this person suddenly dashed towards us. Then me and Peishan separated. Faris started chasing me! Luckily his shoelaces dropped! Then Felix, Zhiping and Faris started chasing me, I was panting like mad, rushed into the girls toilet then. Glenna came in suddenly, I told her to let go of me. 3 boys camping outside the girls toilet. MADNESS. But they gave me 5 seconds to run away. Went around like a mad woman. Ran to 4E2 and find my sister. PANTING LIKE CRAZYYYY. Peishan then called me and says she's out. She told me not to go to the atrium and asked me to meet her outside 4A2 classroom! Why did I ran the wrong direction! Ran towards 1E1 classroom. Tripped over the grass and scraped my knee. ): Glad that no one saw. Hehehe. Felicia chased after me! Ran up the stairs then Huiqi attack me! AHHHHHHH. FUGGGGGG.
EPIC SCREAMING AND SHOUTING FROM ME ALL OVER THE PLACE.
"ME OUT." Headache, leg pain, everywhere pain. Sat at the bench at atrium. After that, ate pizza, drank water. They had the second round of running man but I didn't really participate much in it. Hehehe. Then sat down at the parade square awhile and had funnnnnn! Friends keep putting powder on my hair, and there is this stupid smell on it. Then talked to teacher a while, lying down there eating twisties. So relaxing. ^^ If everyday could be form class day...
HAHAHA. Wernt home super early! Like 2+! Then took a nap and woke up at 4+ to get prepared for dinner with them. Met at the busstop with them! I was the first one to reach! They said is MIRACLE because i were never early. Shopped around Tampines mall, century square. At first Ben said want meet us, but in the end never saw him. Bought sushi and smoothie and took bus with Felicia and HEAD HOME.
3 hours of nap and I got tired so early. NO WAY. I want to go jogging during holidays but nobody want to go with me! ): Anybody? Hehehe. Watching forensic heroes now! (; Hehehe. I hope I can finish watching Running Man at which starts at 12:55am. Alright, oh Happy Birthday Kim and Umairah! ^^ Kim says he is having chalet with his friends for celebration. Then he says he very happy. "Because i texted you right, HAHAHA." I said to him! He was like," Yea lah yea lah. Hahah."
😄😃😊☺😁 Photos will come soon! Took quite a number of photos because it's Form Class Day! Camwhore quite a few with Glenna too, but she said she deleted quite a few. ): Nevermind still got a lot of chances to take photos! ^^ Lastly, my 60-40 really came true, thanks for coming. At least I didn't waste my last day of school before holidays ended. I have exactly 30 days without you from now on. Planned quite a number of dates with Peishan and Felicia. Anybody want 约me go out? HAHAHA. Oh come on, don't be shy! Hehehe. BYEBYE! Today is a great day.


I wish I could know what you are thinking.

Few days.

It's has been a few days since I blogged. Totally no mood. The time now is 11:41pm, Thursday. Tomorrow is Friday. The last day of school. I looked forward to holidays in the past, but now no more.
May 22, Tuesday: Maths and Science intensive. Nothing special okay! Oh Hweeshin so sweet, she thought something happened and text me. Thanks dear. (':
May 23, Wednesday: Wednesday was really fun. We had our amazing race. Early morning, it was raining. Luckily we set out after the rain stopped. Group with Felicia, Umairah and Wenxuan, group 10. We waited for neville's group and set out together! If we didn't waited for them, we could win! Although we haven't know who is the winner yet. Then head out for the first checkpoint was something like Adventure Park in the heart of Bedok. A lot of groups went to bedok reservoir, but luckily we got it right and went to the place near national library. Second checkpoint was bedok stadium. Every checkpoint we had to do something, example run, build a structure. One mission is fun but really tiring! WE HAD TO DRINK A BIG GULP OF COKE. Hahaha! Then like 10 minutes to rush down to ntuc and buy 2 brands of tidbits and drinks, max 10minutes. We brought and ate them. we went from bedok to tanah merah then to tampines. IT'S FUN. ^^ We finished the last checkpoint and head back to school. While walking back to school, we saw Serene's group. I told my members and we ran. They chased after us! I rush all the way to the front and saw Zhang Zhang chasing. I just ran all the way. Up 4 levels of stairs. My legs were numb, but luckily he didn't managed to over take me! Hehehe. I pant like mad. I took pictures too, I'll post okay, next time! WILLLL. Then head up to the av theatre and had our lunch-- nasi lemak. Mindy and Peishan so funny, the moment they came up, try started complaining about frans and Liting. JOKE SIAH. Alright, I managed to pull through the whole day without you. Next day,
24May, Thursday. It didn't rained but we went up to the hall for assembly. Mr kiang had a speech about DREAM. HE IS SO LAME, GOD DAMN SHIT. Tell me who is listening? After one hour finally, sec 3s head out first. Oh ya, and Mr Nazrul. He called my mom yesterday and told her that I didn't hand up my book to him. He didn't even said my name okay! EESHH. Alright after we went down, I bought a sandwich and went to the parade square for a minor briefing. I wore white-black shoes and went to refill my bottle with water. COOL. HAHAHA. Walked all the way do far from damai to the water venture at reservoir. LUCKY THE WEATHER IS GOOD. I partner with Hweeshin for dragon boating. 10 person per group. It was fun! But now, my back is aching. The best part was the VIKING. We had to sit at the side and the boat will start shaking. Xuedong so funny, he says he is scared. HAHAHA. Then people from 3e1 keep splashing water at us, make us so wet! Addition to the wind, made me so cold! After that we had a 250m competition. There is like no winner? Then after that went out of the boat and changed. Felicia's shoebag lost. Walked to the busstop and took bus to damai. Well done, another day without you. Then accompanied Felicia until around 2pm starts then head to Mac for my lunch. Saw people that totally turns me off. EWWW. I was so tired. Went home lie on the bed, watched some ideas and took a 3 hours nap. Wake up got dinner already, like pig. HAHAHA. IM GETTING FATTER. Sigh. Alright, tomorrow is Friday, last day of school and it's form class day. Make sure tomorrow will be fun. Have to reach school by 7:20 as I have duty for Use Your Hands Campaign. Have to sleep soon, envious of people going to china tonight. Bon voyage! ^^ Hehehe. Will you come school tomorrow? Come okay? Let me see you before holidays end can? That's it. It's raining now, awesome sleep later. Let me dream of something good. (; Goodnight!

I hope to see you tomorrow.

I'm sorry, but I'm forgetting you.

Another depressed day. Yes. Early morning, I did saw you. Purely 3seconds. Peishan got first in class, she didn't studied much and still score so high. Second is Sarah. I lose to her by 0.2%! I got third! Everybody was shocked, me too. I didn't expect mysel to get 3rd! ^^ Then maths 2 hours, biology 2 hours. After that head to the hall for amathzing race. I was the leader, because I want to bring my phone! (: Hehehe. Recess is total boring. After school, I thought there is cca. Went there and saw my cca friends, then a teacher came in and said cca cancelled. YAY! But I stayed in the computer lab a while. Went home around 4+! I was really sad today. Someone told me something. I'm so sorry. I didn't know how you felt. I wonder if you talked to me just for friendliness? Really? I'm sorry. You lied. I'm so sorry. The days that I asked and wished for, will never come.
 对不起，是我一厢情愿。是我想太多。对不起，我不应该对你痴心妄想。My happiness is only a moment. I will try not to look at you, not going to smile when I saw you. But I can't promise I won't think of you. 4 months, that's all. Yes, thats enough. Thank you. "I like your imperfects." "I forgot your perfects." "You destroyed the perfect yourself." May tomorrow will be a better day please. Why am I so stupid? I remembered the number of times you talk to me, remember how cute you look, every moment when I'm happy, I thought of you. I still remember the day you accept it. Oh well, I'm thinking too much again. Sorry. But at least, thanks for making me smile over the past months. Even though I get jealous and angry certain times. Now, i won't. I should have stop earlier, knowing this doesn't works. Thanks for letting me have a clearer image now. I hope. You can find your girl, go ahead. This month is an ultimate disappointment. Goodnight, it's ending soon.
 "他错了，错就错在于不自量力，不顾别人的感情，不为别人着想。但你错的更深，错在太过相信他."


I'm sorry, i'm forgetting you. 哭过就好了，痛都会走的。Cry hard, forget hard.