Love.

One paragraph post.
So B.A.P didn't won "best new male artist", neither did EXOK. Busker busker did.
BAP won Mnet PD's choice,
"B.A.P won the Mnet PD Special Award, which is awarded to the rookie group with most overseas potential and potential to grow."
While exo won Best Asian group as EXO, not K no M. Wow.
So well, didn't expect busker busker to win it though. It's okay. But seriously don't understand why bap went to red carpet party perform, got the award, interview then left. L E F T, yes they left. I don't know why.
They just disappear. :'-(
Then Himchan tweeted this,
"애들아 고맙다 정말 사랑해"
-"Baby ah, thank you, really love you"
I just... had this sour feeling ha ha ha I know I'm mad sorry.
I love you too Himchan ♡
I love you B.A.P. ♡♡
Even though they didn't won, but it's okay, my love never changes.
Best Absolute Perfect ♥
                                          
  BEST ABSOLUTE PERFECT ♥

B.A.P YES SIR♥

Yongguk holding the prize, Himchan's pose, Daehyun's smile.♥

Yongguk!♡

LOOK at Yongguk, Daehyun and Zelo priceless expressions. *_*

Daehyun and Himchan♡

Red carpet party, Daehyun performing NO MERCY♡

Why is daehyun so cute, the moment when they announced BAP got the award. ♡

I think they really didn't expect to win this prize. Did you expected more? :-(

I LOVE BAP. 

NEXT,

Super Junior 

, the first group I'd like, won 3 awards. 

Best line, global and album of the year. ♡

EXO, 

They performed MAMA, H.O.T song, TVXQ's Mirotic and w SHINee's Lucifer. 

They also won the Best Asian award. 

EXOM M BLUE, EXO K IN RED.  

Super Junior! ♥ 

They were still as professional as ever because when the mcd kept asking them to go up to the stage, they ignored them and continue with the

photo taking hahaha cute boys. 

WHEN THEY'RE GOING UP ON STAGE TO TAKE THE AWARD.  ♥

GOODNIGHT GUYS. I LOVE LOVE LOVE, BAP. 

Today, yesterday and everyday.

Oh so I went working on tuesday and Wednesday!! So much fun at bedok south secondary school! Gonna continue work on 4th December! ^_^
Then Thursday went movie with Felicia! Breaking dawn perfect hehehe. And the moment when the scene came out to be "Alice's prediction of future", everyone was like CHEY. Hahaha so funny. Love the ending,
Robert Pattison and Xavier Samuel are amazing guys omggggg.
Alright, so today is the Friday(30th. november) Woke up in the morning and went to bedok reservoir for forest adventure! It was so challenging and a new experience for me! Manage to overcome bits of my height fright, it was really fun but scary.
FLYING FOX WAS... BEST. From one side of reservoir to another side of reservoir omg. Hehehe, yay.
So now, I'm so so so excited and afraid for Mnet Asian Music Awards a.k.a MAMA. It's starting 4pm for red carpet party which bap will be performing.
The actual MAMA is starting at 6pm where all those prize presenting!
B.A.P AND EXO BE BOTH ATTENDING MAMA AND SITTING TOGETHER. ^~^ Can't wait can't wait. I'm so nervous now. This is the first year I'm so anticipating of mama.
And see what Daehyun tweets!!
"잠시후 MAMA 본방사수^^"
-Don't forget to watch MAMA later on! ^^
OK SO NOW IT'S 4PM BYE GUYS LOVE B.A.P♡♡
Hwaiting! ^_^

Fair and square.

SM TOWN WORLD TOUR III
Hehehe so head out in the evening and went to marina to look at the concert!
It was pretty excellent although the distance is a bit far! EXO WAS GOOD.
Went home around 9+ because staying till 11 is too late. Reach home at 11, with dinner! ^_^
good day.

LEGO LAND
Woke up in the early morning and prepare to go to Lego land. Took a taxi to Singapore flyer and reach there around 8:33am. 9+, the bus came and first bus went to tuas custom, second bus go to Malaysia custom, third bus went to hello kitty world then Lego land! ^_^ It was quite warm in the afternoon and every game we went, must queue for 60minutes depending on the no. of people. The first thing we did when we go in was to have our meal!! Hungry hehehe. Played project X, dragon's apprentice! it's so fun but I scream like... project x is only for 4 people to sit and the dragon was for around 18 people. Sat with Damon and my sis at project x. and we+sis&dragon at dragon. Tilon was too young and small for lots of games.
GREAT TIME ^~^
Took pictures but wasn't with me!
still have some photos with me, reach Singapore around 10+, then went dinner. :-) :-) homed around 11+, next day woke up at 1-2+!
Hehehe KFC for brunch.
Oh done for today! :b.    
                                          
                                          ENTRANCE! LEGOLAND@MALAYSIA!

See the dragon's apprentice rollercostar! ^_^

Look to the castle! *thumbs up*

Tea break! Muffin and curry puff! 

With my sister and Damon at the entrance! 

This is the project X! LOOK! 

Made of Lego! lots of things there were made of Lego! awesome! ;-

Ticket of Lego land@malaysia! ^.^

SM ARTISTS! LOVE THEM ♡♡

Persuade persuade.

Humans.

Sudden Mood Swings

You were driving your car feeling neither happy nor bad when you suddenly started to feel irritated, uncomfortable and down.

You never understood what happened or why you experienced a mood swing.

From http://www.2knowmyself.com/mixed_emotions/mixed_emotions

this website is so good. read it.

Yes, i don't know what happen to me all of a sudden. It's just.. i don't know what happen that causes all this stupid moodswings. Can someone help me?

OK, so i went to the airport with peishan and lirong because she said she wants to see minho, friday is sm town concert but i'm not going. but in the end, those idols all went through the vip exit. Then lunner at texas( own-self created word from lunch+dinner hahaha). Homed around 6+ and ate dinner(sorry if i  love eating).

Moodswings all came when my sister went to learn driving and my parents came homed after they went out for a while. I don't even know wtf happened to me, when i just suddenly felt so depressed for no reasons, then alright again, and now moodswing. Serious moodswings isn't it.                                 Oh well, if my sister told me those idols are leaving from the vip, i can get to see them instead of waiting for them at the normal arrival hall. SO IRRITATED BY THIS FACT. But its just too bad, and it's over, just stop thinking ok. *Normal humans, normal humans.* Perhaps tomorrow going to marina bay there to see, didn't bought the tickets but just wanna try my luck. 
Moodswing please stop, still feeling like asdfghjkl what happen what happen. 
SIGH PERHAPS IS PMS-ING.
Someone wanna help me? Maybe a sleep will cure it. Another thing, just felt really wasted if my sister really tell me(she din't know i was going to airport) the idols go through vip exit, really can see them. wah damn fed up siah. 
Don't know why even though i'm not a great fan of exo, still feel like seeing them especially baekhyun(because he appeared in my dream before kekeke) do i sound like pervert fan?
Seen shinee and super junior before already. Want to see male idols so much more than female idols.
Next mission: Gonna watch funny videos like bap etc to cure moodswings and forget about the vip exit thing no matter how fed up and wasted you felt.

OK STOP, BYE.

I still love daehyun even though.

LOVE THIS GUY^_^

I hate you.

If I say I still miss you.

Hehehe hi people. So..
I went to kailin's birthday celebration yesterday evening at her house condo, in the multi-function room. But went to watch Ah boys to men with Felicia in the afternoon. It was a nice move!
Had fun with her. Then met Peishan and went off. Had a great day yesterday. Played lots of games and ate lots of food. Accompanied Peishan to tampines interchange and bought we bought food home again! Homed around 11+. ^_^
But today which is the 19November had to go back to school from 7:30-5. Thank god it ended today because it's only the rehearsal today.
I had to... argh just pray my stage fright won't get too serious tomorrow.
But yes, it's just a minor thing to do, my hands would tremble when I get to the stage. ok all the best!!!!!!
Oh and after rehearsal ended at 1pm, went to find Dini for my BAP's album.
LOVE IT SO MUCH ♡♡
It is very thick(which I didn't expect it)
Been in a long dilemma to open it or not and my friends are saying I'm too ridiculous hahaha whattttt.
Alright, hope tomorrow gonna be a better day.
Oops sorry but Aloysius Pang looked handsome! *~*
I love busan boys like Daehyun.
Goodnight.

only had one picture because my eyes were hurting badly yesterday. 

this is the one!! ♡ BAP

I'm still trying my best.

I'm too stupid to believe in you.

Hello, went to celebrate my grandmother's 80 birthday at some kind of restaurant.
And now I'm stuffed but I can't stop drinking water and I don't know why argh.
So now I am too bored and here comes my... hmm no ranting, live life well i should/ I must.

从现在开始，请认真把痛苦的过往都忘记，

再用心把你错过的都祢补回来。

Forgive them. And forget them. 

Holding onto anger and bitterness consumes you. 

Not them.

Maybe I shall just stop thinking about why/what/where/when/who and how it happen, because no matter how much I think, I still can't figure out everything. 

Everything is just.. useless. 

It just doesn't feel good to be lied to. I know it does not mean anything but argh..

what am I talking fine, nobody understands.

Still the stupid one.

Stop dwelling and forget.

Oh hey, sorry that I took so many days!! Because I was waiting for photos from Kailin, finally got it yay.
So i had o level Chinese in the morning, everything was fine.
Chinese compo wrote about Jeremy Lin, when they asked to write about one successful person. Well, he is.
Then at night went to 2e2'11 chalet. my aunt as supposed to drive me there, but she can't suddenly sigh.
So I went with Felicia, met her around 8pm. Saw wendan and she was waiting but qw. Well sorry, but we left her hahaha. Alight at the wrong bus stop so walked 1-2 bus stops, Marcus, Austin and Weiqiao came to fetch is and we waited for wd&qw.
I was so tired that it became a bad mood to me and collapsed on the bed as soon as I reach there. my eyes were hurting like seriously.
2nd day was the best.
For wake up by my friends argh argh, but thanks to them, I got to sleep at one bed. Me and Kailin got a bed each but the rest slept on the floor oops.
lazy to blog what we did, but I really love and miss my sec2 class.
Put 4 fingers from left hand into a 100 degrees celsius water, w t f am I stupid enough. I thought it was cold water, Peishan and Cassandra can't stop laughing.
(this peishan asked me to change because the water isn't that 100degrees celsius that hot. But it's still really hot!! So by her means, its around 70-80 degrees celsius.)
Cassandra went around telling many people ha ha ha.
BBQ at night and ate really little.
Started jokes and ghost telling in the room at midnight with some people. Went for supper at 3am+ with 7 friends+ teacher, squeeze into a car and sat on rica's legs.
"Who ask you to be the skinniest among the girls?!" Ha ha ha hoyin.
I didn't ate anything though, Wynn and Shaun kept scaring me argh.
Yes I'm timid.
Went back chalet and slept at 5+.
Teacher woke us up at 9+, because we got to check out. :-(
Lunch with friends at tm after that.
Really missed the 3 days.
it was short, but memorable.
Heard them saying the next chalet will be 3 years later, whyyyy.

JANE :-)

Qiuwen, Kailin, Peishan, Wendan and me! ^_^

Jingwen, Rachel, Jane ♡

Rica, Cassandra, Jane, Hweeshin♡♡

Felicia, Peishan♡♡

My hair looks so short in the second picture hehehe.

This picture was accidentally '4stripes'. Oops! :-)

Peishan♡ 

She look so silly in the pictures. 

She was trying to stick out her tongue to pose, like me in the last photo, 

but she totally failed. -laughs-

Here comes the angmoh Jieyi in the first picture hehehe. -shy-

♡♡

Felicia, Peishan, Me ♡♡

Felicia, Peishan, Qiuwen, Kailin and me! ^_^

Wendan, Felicia, Jane, Peishan, Kailin and me infront! *.*

With the act-cute Peishan♡♡

With Kailin +_+

I was trying to do the same pose as Peishan, but i did it cuter than her hahaha.

When did i became the center of the picture...

Me, Peishan, Felicia and meow. :-)

I'm unglam in this photo because i was pushing Felicia out of the picture and squeezing in, 

look at my smile T_T

Kailin ^-^

Hweeshin♡

Hweeshin and Junwei behind! But can't see, im the center again oops. 

Cassandra, Hweeshin, Me and Jane. ♡♡

From left to right: Jane,Jieyi,Hweeshin,Cassandra,Rica, Jingwen! ♡

From left to right: Jane,Jieyi,Hweeshin,Cassandra,Rica, Jingwen! ♡

Love this picture so much, hate Wynn's phone in the corner! :@

Jingwen, Rachel, Rica, Cassandra, Jane, Hweeshin, Felicia, Peishan.

Girls for life. ♡

Nicklaus, Junwei, Wynn, Esmond. 

Boys of life.♡

1E2'10/2E2'11; FRIENDS FOR LIFE ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Lie to me,  but please don't let me know.