I'm too stupid to believe in you.

Hello, went to celebrate my grandmother's 80 birthday at some kind of restaurant.
And now I'm stuffed but I can't stop drinking water and I don't know why argh.
So now I am too bored and here comes my... hmm no ranting, live life well i should/ I must.

从现在开始，请认真把痛苦的过往都忘记，

再用心把你错过的都祢补回来。

Forgive them. And forget them. 

Holding onto anger and bitterness consumes you. 

Not them.

Maybe I shall just stop thinking about why/what/where/when/who and how it happen, because no matter how much I think, I still can't figure out everything. 

Everything is just.. useless. 

It just doesn't feel good to be lied to. I know it does not mean anything but argh..

what am I talking fine, nobody understands.

Still the stupid one.