Bad days, bad week.

Oh, had not been blogging because I was so lazy. Common tests started yesterday, and I was late today again.
Twice, luckily teacher released us, otherwise I have to run the field for rounds. Wrote bullshit for ss and geography. So tell me I'll fail?
I memorize it hardcore okay please.
And this is bad, I had no idea of what to study for Chinese. Lame teacher is asking us to do things that will never be tested for EOY and Olevels.
I think I'll score really bad for my biology. It's all.. Really, rubbish I wrote.
Then this teacher took my phone just because I used it before he came and Pehwoon sabo me. What's this.
Chemistry test on Thursday and I swear I've zero knowledge on acids, salts and bases. Everything.
Oh god, tell me how.
I'm so pissed now.
What's more the things happening during the afternoon.
I waited for you, because I didn't get to see for 4 days and you just went off with another girl. Wow, I can just clapped for you man.
Everything can just go and eat shit.
Today is just such a bad day.
SUCKS TO THE CORE.
I bet this whole week will sucks.
May tomorrow be a better day.
And some bloody dude is being so annoying these few days.
Oh, it's 1st August tomorrow, please be a good month and don't be like July. Please. (-:
Back to studies. Bye.



Can't you feel a little?

Losing them is the final price.

JOYS
Miss Shawa didn't came to school today, so there is no SS lesson.
Camwhore with Peishan, and my face was so fat. ):
After school there was SL investiture so I didn't went for CCA.
And most of my sec1 cca juniors has been posted to art club, why.....
Investiture rehearsal was better than I thought. At first, I was sitting the second row, thanks to Felix, I changed place to third row. But it's still very scary! Hope nothing happens on Wednesday., hope my stage fright wont get too serious....
This Felix keep making me laugh, and hope he won't do this on the actual one, otherwise people will think i'm crazy!
Thanks Hongbin for treating me to green tea! He was buying drink for his two other friend, and was like,
"Two packets of green tea."
I keep saying," THREE THREE THREE."
Heh, xiexieni. (-:
Went home after that, took my tuition module then head to tuition in a rush.
With Carina! ^^
Kim kept bullying me then teacher nagged him, hahaha.
My teacher told Kim and Shaoqi if their results exceeds mine, teacher buy ten one pair of ticket. But if my score higher than them, they will buy me tickets!! HAHAHA STRESS ME.
And oh no, some annoying, irritating, bitchy girls spoiling my peaceful night.
Okay sorry, I'm not supposed to scold.
But they are so annoying, feel like punching their faces real hard.
Their faces are eww-ing me. OH NO.
How could they spoil my night?
NO WAY, okay, GOODNIGHT LOVE.

Pictures with my best friend.
My cousin came to my house today, so cutieeeeeee. <3 Love him muack.

Tell me it isn't you.

没有你

现在的时间是 12:43AM，我会用华文来写。早上九点有补习，真的很不想去。
躺在床上什么也不想做，睡觉又觉得太早。
你睡觉了吗？有在梦中遇见我？
我有。(-:
哈哈，开玩笑。我指的是柯家凯，算了，反正说了也不懂。:P
我知道你一定认为我是神经病，但是我这样只是想把华文练好！
不像考卷，所有复杂困难的问题，都能得到一个解答。真实人生里，有些事永远也没有答案。
这个... 真的真的好对.
现实生活里，看见一群人莫名其妙在说你的事，到最后知道事情的真相也只有他们.
好了，写够了，发泄够了。(-:
如果我能轻易的想出你到底在想什么，那该多好。

Shall post a picture taken with Nicklaus during CCA! And then sleep! ^^




我就是什么都不懂。

Hold me up, hold me high.

Lucky. (-:
Alright, it's the 20.
Fortunately, nothing big happens.
But I'm just avoiding contact with you, controlling myself.
Jealous
Hahaha, I think my level of jealousy is so high that I get jealous so easily. Joke.
Oh, it was Racial Harmony day.
Didn't wear any ethnic costumes but promise to wear it next year. Yay.
CCA TODAY WAS FUN.
Teaches the cute little sec1s, and farewell for Mr Pu.
Kengkoon kept asking me not to be angry and he was just playing with me. WOW, IT WAS SO FUN. -.-
Uh huh. Those awkward moments.
Then had cake for Mr Pu and Nadiah and Putri put cream on my face. ): washed it thoroughly with water otherwise later got pimples. )':
Heh. Then went home at 5, Mr Pu shook my hands and wished me
"All The Best". Aww, thanks.
Went home and sleep until 6:30.
Bathe at 7, head out at 7:45 for dinner with best friend. Saw Kim. (-:
Heh, then Felicia came down for less than 15 minutes.
Chatted about the old same things, and I was... 差点疯掉 for those conclusions my friends did. Because those people were really ridiculous, and I wished I knew what they were thinking all along.
Leave Mac at around 9, and went to find some kind of book. Hahaha.
Oh, and I found some pictures we took after sports carnival.
Should post it here. (-:
See you.

"My friends aren't like those really pretty girls, but they know the most about me. (-:
At least they are, to me."

Happy 7th. Muack.

Tomorrow is the 20th.

ITS 9PM NOW.
In another 3 hours, it gonna be 20th July. The day I dread the most.
Yes, because bad things always happen on the 20th for me, forever.
I also wished it isn't bad day tomorrow, but when it comes to 20, I can't stay to the bright side.
And the worst thing is, things happen today, one day before the bad day.
Yes, I swear the scenes were cute. But I can felt my instant shy and awkwardness towards you.
How would you want me to respond?
Call it coincident? Or fated?
Forget it. Let's just stay positive.
Tomorrow gonna have 1 hour of racial harmony day celebration, and I'm not wearing ethnic costumes. Hahah yay.
CCA TOMORROW.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
I BEG YOU DON'T MAKE MY DAY A BAD ONE TOMORROW PLEASE.



Make some miracles happen, please.

Madness.

Nothing really special happened these few days.
MONDAY
CCA WAS BEST.
Played captain's ball, and Hadzrul and Ian came to join us. Heheh, it was so fun. Then Hadzrul came and put cake on my hand and face.
Disgusting or what.
But it was fun during tuition! Kim and his friend was hilarious. But I was too tired to pay attention to anything.
Then Neville texted me to give him Faiz's number. I gave him, then he was "SHIT YOU LA _|_"
I WAS LIKE, WTF. He asked me checked whose number I gave him, and in fact it's was his own number!
HAHAHA CUTE OR WHAT.
Timothy was currently addicted to Apple Of My Eye, after I told him to watch. (-: Gonna asked him to watch
A little thing called love.
TODAY done with Olevel Listening Comprehension today. 17July!
And the questions are simple tricky.
And as usual, my eyes are hurting badly again. Its 11:18 now.
Tomorrow is such a long day, and after that I have CCA meeting.
OH NOOOOOOO.
So now, I think I'm falling asleep.
Currently, I'm addicted to boys over flowers AGAIN. That show is quite.. Lame to be honest, but it's just excellent.
CONTRADICT?
Whatever, goodnight.
PE TOMORROW.
Love cpl teessss
Hurray if you don't get it. ^_^
GOODNIGHT. (:

Bad things please go away.

I'm so depressed now. Moodswings I bet. Bad things happening over and over again. It's not bad to others, but it's just bad to me.
Getting sad, angry, jealous for lame things. Can't help it.
SPORTS CARNIVAL.
Sports carnival just now, 14 July.
Have to waste my Saturday for Damai.
Meet Cassandra before heading to TPJC. And saw Huimin and Jingwenn
Late for more than half hour.
Worst thing, couldn't find the way.
At first went with Elodia and Hweeshin, then borrowed ShuenNing's winners shirt and wear it over victors.
Then everybody was shocked asking me whether I winners not.
Head to watch basketball match.
And track events.
REALLY HOPE I WILL JOIN NEXT YEAR... Sigh.
Played basketball with Peishan, Shuenning and Timothy under the rain.
Went up to the hall alone, to watch the cheerleading.
Sat with Neville, Pehwoon and Yuwei.
Cheerleading was nice!
And winners got third.
Mr Ng came to look for me, asking me about my sister's whereabouts.
I told him I don't know and he asked me to represent her for champion of canoeing! TAKE MEDAL.
And because I was wearing winners shirt, I went up to take.
I BET SOME PEOPLE WERE STUNNED. The teacher called the name as my sister's name, JIAYI.
And I went up to take, embarrassed much! Why she go for the JC thing!!
Friends will be like,
"Jieyi winners meh?"
"Her name not Jieyi meh?"
My sister's friend will be like,
"She Jiayi meh?"
AHYA WHATEVER. SO ANNOYED.
Even your friends came, come will die is it. Don't even know I keep looking for you.
TAMPINES MALL WITH PEISHAN AFTER THAT. FELICIA CAME AFTER HER CCA DISMISSED HER.
Walked around, eat and eat.
HOMED AT 4-5.
JEALOUSSSSSSS.
Jealous over the wrong thing again.
Its just a bus trip dude.
Why you, why you.

No mood for anything now.
Cannot rant to anybody, because nobody know this feeling. Bye.



Insecure.

You're my only one.

11JULY2012
Missed the assembly, Talentime because of Olevel oral.
Went down to canteen for lunch at 1:20 with Claudia and other girls.
When it's supposedly to be 1:30 then release. HEH.
CUTE LITTLE BOYS.
Okay then head up to Geography room to wait. I was the last one.
FELT SO NERVOUS.
Crap with Anna, Claudia, Peishan, Jamie and Jiahui before the next one goes out for oral. Waited until 4-5+.
Seeing the picture makes me so unexpected.
ITS LIKE SOMEKIND OF ACTIVITIES.
Lazy to describe here.
The examiners were so kind, and I think because I'm the last one, so they bothered to chat with me a little, and joke with me.
Was totally release when I step out of the room. Smiling and walking super fast, I don't know why.
Next Tuesday is Olevel listening comprehension. Other students released at 1pm, but us... ):
Sigh.

10:44M, 12JUNE.
AND I JUST HAD MY DINNER.
So late, because I went to sleep, and didn't ate dinner with family. Heh.
Then Peishan asked me go eat, later I complain I gastric again.
THAT'S COMMON.
Fall asleep during Chinese lesson today, for around last 10 minutes I think. Dead tired.
But I could still hear the surrounding sounds, so am I still asleep?
Lunch with 2 girls outside school and head to Mac. NORMAL LIFE.
That place is like, my fourth home.
Second and third home is somewhere around... AHEM. Hah.
This bunch of bedok north guys suddenly keep staring at us. And because I was facing there, it was literally super awkward.
I found one of the guy super familiar.
Then they said across the table,
"What's your name ah, I forgot."
"Huh?" Then I realised he was from tkps.
It was super funny and awkward because we were talking among ourselves and that bunch of guys kept looking and I heard one of the guys lips sync," See see, she looking again."
EXCUSE ME? YOU LOOK AT ME FIRST.
TOMORROW.
CCA TOMORROW. Have to meet
Mr Ho tomorrow after school for cca stuffs. Sigh. But at least there will be sec1s again.
Yay, love my cute cca sec1s. :P

CAN'T STOP MENTIONING 柯家凯 with my friends, because he so cute.
LOVE HIM MUCH. MUACK.
Okay fine, his name is 柯震东，
柯家凯 is his 本名.
Too many cute guys in this world, but not in singapore.
SINGAPORE STILL HAVE NAH, BUT LESSER I BET.

See you tomorrow! <3


Why bother?

Your smile.

OH HI. AND IM BORED NOW.
Waiting for dinner to be done, I'm hungryyyyyyy. ):
Sunday, 8July.
Went for tuition in the morning! And during evening time went to bedok with family for some things. Yes.. Including my sister's boyfriend. And he was saying that I LOOK LIKE A MALAY.
Okay, fine. That's nothing new.
Someone bought Ice cream milk tea from KOI for me! YAY.
And it wasn't the normal size.
MEDIUM? I THINK!
Monday, 9July.
Back to school. Nothing much.
CCA was plain dead. Did nothing.
And I think I had moodswings for no reason. NOT PMS OKAY. HAHAHA.
One moment, laugh, next moment, 'emo-kid'. HEH.
Waited in school until 5:30 came. And went for tuition. Walked there with Peishan.
10July, TODAY.
Lessons was.. Alright indeed.
Went to watch the interhouse basketball games.
And it was super embarrassing just now. The ball just came right into my direction, and I wanted to hit.
But I realise there is a fence infront of me, so it won't hit me or what.
So funny! And I screamed and run.
Grabbing Peishan and asked her to go quickly. SO 丢脸, MYGODDD.
Felt so much like playing after watching.
Promise to join games next year!
PROMISE OKAYYYYYYYYYYYY!! ^_^
But nobody join with me how.
Time please stop.
GCE OLEVEL ORAL EXAMINATION TOMORROW. GOOD LUCK TO ME.
And I'm having sorethroat now.
Just one day before my oral.
How great can this be. T_T
Shall complete my amaths and Emaths homework as soon as possible, and keep up on my oral.
GOD BLESS.
Hope my sorethroat doesn't screw me up.
GOODLUCK EVERYBODY.


A word from you, make me fear from nothing.

OH LASTLY!
Had the fifth time of Apple Of my eye!
那些年我们一起追的女孩
Heh. Touched everytime.
And 柯震东 (Kai Ko) is attractive than nobody else is.

好的事情

Didn't blogged so recently. Because I'm too tired during schooldays.
Wednesday, 4July
Went to 7-11 with Peishan again.
Hahaha, and she can't stop scolding SQ. Then it's funny I can't stop laughing. She even scolded more harshly when sq went up the bus.
Heh, so cute.
Charming eyes.
HAHAH. Then went to bedok after that,
Felicia came to meet us after her meeting. Had Popeyes for lunch.
And went home around 5+, and saw my sister boyfriend in the living room. He came to our house first time and planned to have dinner with us during the weekends. Hmm...
Thursday, 5July
Same again, went to 7-11 after school. Never get sick of walking the same path over and over again. Hah.
SOOOOOO CUTE.
But why are you having this kind problem huh huh huh.
Then at night, I decided to do my Chinese homework. HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
I finished to 救助犬的遗言, YEAP it was touching.
Next was the 夏正正 and 兔小白的情书, after I read Jiahui's copy. It's was so mushy that I couldn't continue what I'm doing. So I didn't do. Heh. :P
Here are some sentences of the love letter in Jiahui's copy.
-你帅气的脸上总是带着如天使般的笑容。
-我多想变成一条河，轻轻从你身边流过，把你照在水面上。
-如果可以，我愿终身陪着你。
春天，我陪你在百花中漫步；夏天，我陪你在河边戏水，秋天，我陪你再躺在风林树下；冬天，我陪你为在火炉旁。

Friday, 6July
Went to find Wynn before chinese lesson start. And he made me laugh like mad. I told him something and ask him find ____, he was like,
CHAO NI LAOBU!
Okay, NC16. :P
HE SO CUTE.
During Chinese lesson, was super epic.
Chinese homework was to write a 6lines poem and I spent 15minutes on Thursday night to squeeze my brain juice. The format was about
前世，今世，明天。
This is how it goes.
前世我是一只牛
走来走去等被救
今世我变成食物
接着慢慢下你肚
明天变成在马桶
然后再被清水冲
I know it's super rubbish. Hahaha.
And before I showed Peishan, I asked her not to laugh! But she couldn't, because it was too funny.
THAT'S MY CREATIVITY!
Ran down from the 4th floor to the canteen but still failed. SIGH.
And I'm like a crazy girl running about. Hahah. Then again, same route to
7-11. But just stop there and took bus to Mac. Me and Peishan were trying to fool Felicia. And she believed a bit in our epic joke. But I don't know how to joke and react with this untrue joke.
SO MY ACTING WAS A BIT... ERH..
Alright, lucky no cca. Because lower sec were having ISPL. How I wished they had ISPL forever. So there will only be upper secs. ^_^
Hehhhhhhh.
Oh, go listen to this song by
焉爵，好的事情
It was the title song of a Taiwanese drama which is now currently showing on channel U, "Love drunken".
I've watched that show before and why channel U likes to show dramas from long time ago. Got so many nice and new shows coming up!

想要跟你一起走到最后，但我遗失了地图。


Catch a glance at Mario Maurer.

At least I'm fortunate.

Blink your eyes.

Gonna be a long post today.
Because I have some interesting things to share (TO ME) during school days.
Nobody loves reading long post, me too. But just bear with it, I felt like writing it out.

27June, Wednesday.
Went to 7-11 with Peishan and not waiting for Felicia because she have SJAB meeting. Luckily never wait for her, her meeting ends at 7!
Then same thing, crapping about the same thing all over again. Heh.
"我.看.到.他.们.了." She was saying her story halfway, and pop up this sentence all of a sudden. I thought she wanted to add "effects" to her story.
HAHAHA WOWWWW.
＂我也看到了。" :P
And I gonna missed her brother like mad everyday.
同父异母？同母异父？我不知道.
Heh, I only know his brother too cute for everything. His brother's friend too.
Wonderful and excellent guys.
29June, Friday.
Productive CCA time! Had quite a fun time during CCA! Was taking the little cute sec1s around.
Unlike other sec1s, EWWWW.
One boy was even cuter, he came to me and said," HI, what's your name? You single?" HAHAHA.
Went for dinner with Peishan after cca.
MAC DUH.
Felicia came to join us, after I threatened her. YAY.
Crap again.
Love crapping with them than nobody else. Because they are the ones who know the most about me.
Aww. :$
And at least they are true, unlike hypocrites.
More than 5 years of friendship with them. ^^
JULY.
Didn't realise it's July so fast. This means that half of the year has gone, and less than 20weeks, we are having exams again.
So how's my july going to be?
Bless that it'll be another fun month, when everything just goes as you pleased.
Bless that it'll a smooth month for everyone else. (-:
NOT ONLY JULY, BUT FOREVER.
Even though life will be a mixture of happiness, sadness etc.
But seems like many of them hated 2July. Especially Neville.
Cheer up okay! (-:
HAPPY YOUTH DAY, 2nd July.
Nothing special with this year youth day. Was just staying at home because I don't feel like going out.
Oh, productive day today! I hope so..
Did a bit of homework! ^_^
And went for tuition just now.
Lips bleed all of a sudden like yesterday tuition too.
Sigh, hope it doesn't happen tomorrow. Oh, and it's so funny in the afternoon when I'm alone with my mom.
I was thinking about other things or even homework. I forgot what I am thinking of! My mom saw me daydreaming, staring at the picture at my cupboard. Well, it's L.
And she was like,"在读书还是看帅哥!"
Heh. Funny. And kept pestering her to help me with my Chinese homework.
"I need examples for 犹豫不决."
She was staring at the tv, I thought she was thinking.
"你在帮我想吗？"
"HUH, 没有！"
Hah, my mom so cute. :-****
School tomorrow.
Isn't school sometimes better than staying at home? There is no food distracting you, and everything you can do is only sleep, talk and study.
Wonderful.
Good luck of students taking O's oral tomorrow!
Mine is on 11th July. Yeah, gonna try scoring for that to get an A1 for Chinese, in order to continue HMT.
Chinese is boring, but if you "play" it well, it's actually much more interesting than you think.
NO HMT= NO JC= LESSER CHANCE FOR UNI. YEAH SIGH.
But there's still a long road to decide for JC or POLY.
Alright, goodnight!
Sleep well, sleep tight and see you tomorrow. (-;



好的事情最后虽然结束。