Saturday, July 14, 2012

Bad things please go away.

I'm so depressed now. Moodswings I bet. Bad things happening over and over again. It's not bad to others, but it's just bad to me.
Getting sad, angry, jealous for lame things. Can't help it.
SPORTS CARNIVAL.
Sports carnival just now, 14 July.
Have to waste my Saturday for Damai.
Meet Cassandra before heading to TPJC. And saw Huimin and Jingwenn
Late for more than half hour.
Worst thing, couldn't find the way.
At first went with Elodia and Hweeshin, then borrowed ShuenNing's winners shirt and wear it over victors.
Then everybody was shocked asking me whether I winners not.
Head to watch basketball match.
And track events.
REALLY HOPE I WILL JOIN NEXT YEAR... Sigh.
Played basketball with Peishan, Shuenning and Timothy under the rain.
Went up to the hall alone, to watch the cheerleading.
Sat with Neville, Pehwoon and Yuwei.
Cheerleading was nice!
And winners got third.
Mr Ng came to look for me, asking me about my sister's whereabouts.
I told him I don't know and he asked me to represent her for champion of canoeing! TAKE MEDAL.
And because I was wearing winners shirt, I went up to take.
I BET SOME PEOPLE WERE STUNNED. The teacher called the name as my sister's name, JIAYI.
And I went up to take, embarrassed much! Why she go for the JC thing!!
Friends will be like,
"Jieyi winners meh?"
"Her name not Jieyi meh?"
My sister's friend will be like,
"She Jiayi meh?"
AHYA WHATEVER. SO ANNOYED.
Even your friends came, come will die is it. Don't even know I keep looking for you.
TAMPINES MALL WITH PEISHAN AFTER THAT. FELICIA CAME AFTER HER CCA DISMISSED HER.
Walked around, eat and eat.
HOMED AT 4-5.
JEALOUSSSSSSS.
Jealous over the wrong thing again.
Its just a bus trip dude.
Why you, why you.


No mood for anything now.
Cannot rant to anybody, because nobody know this feeling. Bye.



Insecure.

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