Another depressed day. Yes. Early morning, I did saw you. Purely 3seconds. Peishan got first in class, she didn't studied much and still score so high. Second is Sarah. I lose to her by 0.2%! I got third! Everybody was shocked, me too. I didn't expect mysel to get 3rd! ^^ Then maths 2 hours, biology 2 hours. After that head to the hall for amathzing race. I was the leader, because I want to bring my phone! (: Hehehe. Recess is total boring. After school, I thought there is cca. Went there and saw my cca friends, then a teacher came in and said cca cancelled. YAY! But I stayed in the computer lab a while. Went home around 4+! I was really sad today. Someone told me something. I'm so sorry. I didn't know how you felt. I wonder if you talked to me just for friendliness? Really? I'm sorry. You lied. I'm so sorry. The days that I asked and wished for, will never come.
对不起，是我一厢情愿。是我想太多。对不起，我不应该对你痴心妄想。My happiness is only a moment. I will try not to look at you, not going to smile when I saw you. But I can't promise I won't think of you. 4 months, that's all. Yes, thats enough. Thank you. "I like your imperfects." "I forgot your perfects." "You destroyed the perfect yourself." May tomorrow will be a better day please. Why am I so stupid? I remembered the number of times you talk to me, remember how cute you look, every moment when I'm happy, I thought of you. I still remember the day you accept it. Oh well, I'm thinking too much again. Sorry. But at least, thanks for making me smile over the past months. Even though I get jealous and angry certain times. Now, i won't. I should have stop earlier, knowing this doesn't works. Thanks for letting me have a clearer image now. I hope. You can find your girl, go ahead. This month is an ultimate disappointment. Goodnight, it's ending soon.
"他错了，错就错在于不自量力，不顾别人的感情，不为别人着想。但你错的更深，错在太过相信他."
I'm sorry, i'm forgetting you. 哭过就好了，痛都会走的。Cry hard, forget hard.
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