YOU.

YOU, YES YOU. You have successfully pissed me off now, right now. The whole Saturday yesterday, I was still in a quite pleasant mood. I was even happier at night, and went to sleep with a smile. Then now, I saw something on your profile noh, on the blog. Yes, I don't care whether I'm being unreasonable, petty, jealous or what. Because I don't even know your relationship with her. I don't know whether I'm mad at you or that person. Imagine the person who made you smile last night, is the same person who makes you fed up now. I'm texting Felicia and telling her how agitated I'm. Whatever, perhaps I am just thinking too much. My friends will say I'm mad, I think too much. Okay, fine. You go talk to that person or you want, go like her, go have a relationship then. Even if I care so much, you won't even care. Yeah, so go then. Should I be mad at you or that person? But in the first place how you even know her? WHATEVER, 不管了，不想跟你说话了。I wonder you treat everybody the same way or good to a specific group of people. How I wish I can read mind, and the first person I read is you. Shall calm and cool down. Posting too much unrelated things. I think only some people will understand. Bye. Am I mean? Why am I scolding people that I don't even know? Actually when I tell the whole thing to my friends, I see nothing really bad. But it's just really bad! 😭😠 I don't know how to explain this kind of feelings. You create and destroy my smile.